Dogma Cage

Being trap in a big bottle, wanting, desiring, begging to feel free, free from our mind, and that is the cliche always made.. "why?" "why do we have to change?" , at least those questions always came to Alice`s mind, each evening she used to sit in the garden drinking a cup of green te, her favorite since childhood, but her childhood walked away so long ago, however she constantly likes to remind it, remind those days where she used to be herself without fear of judgment, those days where she used to feel free to be happy, brave and creative, and that childhood memory is the thing of why she always sits with the evening breeze to think, to think why her own self has changed, why she is afraid to be herself.

12:30 pm
The days in Praga are so cold in winter and a nightmare just came to wake her up, dreaming of walking on empty streets with no lights, almost no air, just her, her and flames emanating from all the buildings and a big flame coming after her to cover her full body, she can even feel the pain.
When she wakes up and realises it`s just a dream, she discovers herself full of sweat , realises she was really feeling how the flames were catching her body, and then, she ask herself - If i can even feel the pain when it`s just a dream,then why couldn`t i feel myself again- she notices that her full life it is inside a bottle, that her fear to be judged has eating her slowly, so slow that felt like flames in her soul, and she confirms it after reading a couple of pages of her diary, and the main phrase of each one says:  Important thing to do: Find myself again
That was her main wish, be herself again, thanking for first time having a nightmare and after so long she realises that no one can`t take away the only thing that she really owns, herself, just for listening to the noise of others trying to break into her music, the music that make her soul dance, the music that takes her out of the flames of the hell of others, but now her diary will start again, from 0, the best number to start again.